Helloooo world. and unlistening internet.

I realize that no one really follows my blog. It's been about a year and a bit since i last wrote on here, but the fact still hurts me. deep down inside. i feel like i should update...the unlistening internet about my problems.

Deep down inside, there's a lot going on,

so I'm just going to write you a song,

about what happens,

when a glare,

a smile,

a creeperish stare,

hits me there,

down down inside,

where i no one cares.

i will keep writing,

really bad-

till I'm old,

and the keyboard cannot press,

the keys that my heart does unfold.

I just realized,

that was the worst,

of all the lines,

i have ever burst. (burst, really? what is wrong with me today? :/ FAIL.)

bye :)

Yanvii

She Rocked the Boat Like a Whale in the Water

Yanvii

I'm writing on this blog after aproxximately a year. i really cant belive how long ago last year was. and how much older and more mature i've gotten. i mean really, NOW im either high or depressed, and always talking. LAST YEAR i was a geek. theres no other way around saying that. and also, Zarrin is movin away from yugoslavakia. yeah, i've stopped it all though, i'm not being a gayass anymore, most of the time anyway. i'm just being noraml. well, i'm trying to reach a certain level or normalcy. although with the way my stomach is hurting right now, i don't think i'm going to achieve that anytime soon. i think i'll just go curl up in a ball and die. but then the rents would be a little pissed. yeah...maybe when i'm older an dthey wont notice. wait, i cant die untill i'm 50, becuase that's when me and Zarrin are getting our boob jobs. well, actually, we're going to see if my boobs are huge, an if they're not we're gettign lifts and goin for 34F. becuase it'll look really natural on two women in their 50's. haha. one of the other thing's iv'e noticed is that my spelling's gotten increasingly worse over the space of the year and i have to keep going back and correcting myself. i've also started writing to de-stress. actaully, i wrote in teh black book last year, but it was just complaining aobut my lack of freedom with my parent and crap. now i just...havebigger issues. like paperplanes and splitting up and moving to univeristy. and also, passing high school. and keepign in touch with eccentric yet overly smart older sister who is makign em feel increasingly stupid. i'm having a good feelign aobu next year. my home room isnt too bad, but like...i dont know anyone..like sersouly , my class list, (in nicknames)

1. santa clause
2. ant
3. twoname
4. N Squared
5. blondie
6. No-tan
7. the one i used to know, but not so much anymore
8. meg
9. new chick
10. new dude
11. new dude
12. i forget
13. habib
14. asshole
15. loud one who think he's the bomb
16. and then the one my parent know the family of
17. the skinny one who likes knifes
18. yeah...i forget everyonelse

and that aobut it. i have a sad existtence. oh well. according to zarrin i have issue and that i'm a ditcher becuase i follow paperplanes. well, i dont follow paperplanes. i simply take the time to talk to them. she also thiunk's that people will be pissed if i become friends with the people in my class. becasue they're not a part of our crowd. it's not exactly fair, i mean, what am i supposed to do with my wierd HR? i gues si'll just chill with Santa Clause and Ant. oh well, they're people i actualyl know. i mean, the res tof teh guys in my class are a bit...well...blah. ther'll be nothing to check out next year. well, no one, not nothing, but still, same differnece. it's sad, i mean, i dotn wanna have to sit here and just watch gross stomachs walk around. *sigh* i'm going to feel extremly inferior, mostly becuase mos tof the girls looka lot better thn me..whatever...

X-rents

Yanvii

heya.....
im having a good hair day! omj!!
im having a jonas moment! theyre so hot!! omj!! sigh......i wi sh i could meet them, it woud be so awsome!!! oh man! im dreaming again... :( i might actually get to see them in 4 years!! yay! if im even into them then! sigh! it would be so cool to meet famous hot people! haha....im watching season 7 of gilmore girls right now....its sooooo last year! actually two years ago! lmao...not really... man im bored! i actually got a A for english!!! with ms. PP i thought it would have been harder!! yay! haha......wow, its so MERMEN!! *glasses movement thing* lol..... it not thae same as doing for real....oh well....im soooo annoyed! i dont get to use MSN untill we get the computer fixed in summer!! whcih is in 10 weeks!! purple cows are sooo shexii! sorry, i was jsut having a moment......lol
XOXO, Yanvii
Ps. theres actually a really cute guy in school....weird!!!

Princess

am now @ retard 1, yanvii's house,
am going boycrazy again (not my problem, just talent, skillz)
so am now waiting to go on RS.... boys boys and more boys, oh, i love this world
so fizz is coming ova retard #3, well what else can i say this is fizz im talking bout heehee.
lol
well this is HRH princess
i hate ya freakin ppl
xx

Yanvii

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!! i went to a concert yesterday!!!!!!! how awsome is that?!?! i didnt even know the singer but but it was my first concert!! Kci and jojo......its was sooo cool.!.!.! OMG!!!! the lighting was cool too, it was a sit and stand concert....we didnt stand up cuz zarrin rents were there! whatever! and his body guards were HUGE!!!!! well the one that come over with them from the USA was! and KCi actually went through the crowd sitting on teh guys shoulders!!! the opening acts were really crappy though..... bu they were awsome!! and the crowd was soooo pumped!!! there was great entertainment while the opening act was on!! a drunk lady was dancing like a idiot and making a fool of herself!! EXCITING!! lol ill write more l8r.....lol

Yanvii

jeezzzz, that been a hell of a week! so freaking boring and exiting 2 and i dont know what happening.....k, gtg appointment.!?!?

Yanvii

OMG!!
i am like, so freaking bored!!! jeesh! ive been sitting at the comp and playing random virtual reality games!!!! the guys r so weird!! i bet they are alll like J. ugly, unsatisfied, jerky-but-really-sweet, overprotective, freakishly bad at describing themselves, not havinga life, pretending that theyre popular, ego maniacs! (wow, im pretty good at describing people arent i?) lol omg i need to chill!!! i need to go shopping........i really feel like jsut going to mall and shopping and using all money on 5 different credit cards!!!!! jeeezzzzzzzzz, i have issues! haha except guess what? that will never happen, becuase the freakish place we live in does not have a SINGLE decent mall!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHH!!! i was planning my summer with mom today....if im lucky we might actually go somewhere for the summer! once before the wedding and once after!! haha, Boxer cousin is coming!!! Princess will LOVE that!!! except shes going to be in portugal!!! sigh! With, guess who?? her favourite teacher *voice dripping with sarcasm* Ms. PP!!!! YAY!!! wont she have a fun time??? haha ITs already wednesday!! OMG! time passes so quickly! we only 5 more days of holiday and them everyone comes back froma broad and we we have a ONLY 1 MORE TERM OF SCHOOL LEFT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!! i so cannot wait! and my sisters coming in 2 months!! woohoo! i swear, ive told practically everyone! im sending her a list of things i want in a week or two....my own personal shopper! im so priveledged! (is that how you spell it?) oh well! i was really smart and deleted one of tmy friends on myspace! im sucha loser!! god! and no wi cant re-add her cuz i dont know her ee-mail addy or her last name !! how FREAKISH IS THAT??? omg i need to get a life!! i was looking at pics of the jonas brother!!! (joe is really big BTW, if you get my meaning) lol it was int he middle of the freakin picture, i couldnt help but notice ok?!?!?!) lol
anyway, im going to sign off before i embarrass myself even more!! (like thats even possible after i tell everyone my most embarrasing moment)
:P XOXO Yanvii

Yanvii

i was not glad that Princess wasnt there!!! i was SUPER-ELATED!!!(which means happy)

hey everyone BTW.....lol heres a picture of me!!! ->

Zarrin

thats me with fuzzy hair!! ->

Hey pple, its zarrin I hate purple so my new email addy is zarrlovespinkparadise@hotmail.com
That’s nice....love you guys lots – I didn’t really write (I wrote it right!!!!!!) that but whatever!

Oops! Forgot dear blog! Let me start over……..
Dear blog, whats the date?.......................... March 17, 2008
I now notice yanvii likes ketchup with everything. Ugh! Eeeeeeewwwww she made me eat one!!!!! Anyway yeah so Yanvii came over. It wasn’t what I hoped so much cuz my parents didn’t want me to do a lot of stuff I had planned for us. We created the jonas brothers on sims except joe died. I didn’t really care though. We had a celelbration soon afterward. Yanvii has big plans for her and nick *rolling eyes* Princess will probably kill her once she reads this though.
Why does everybody say all the bad things about me??? Jeesh! Am I like the only person to tease here?? Just cuz im slow?? Is that it?????? huh????? Huh ?????? answer me u punks!!!!!!!(I, Yanvii would just like ot point out that we can answer because th eblog isent even online yet so comment are not really possible…….loser)
See what I mean???????????????? Jeesh! Yanvii says that’s her word but then again she steals all my sayings too. Everyone just thinks I don’t notice. To bad Princess couldn’t come to the sleep over Yanvii didn’t really care though. Gtg Yanvii is rushing me!!!!! God!!!! Jeesh!!! Shes always rushing me!!! Talk more later
Luv ya! – not really : )
Zarrin

Yanvii

17th, March, 2008
Hey pple
3 thing to say:
1.OMG
2.WTF Princess?
3. Zarrin has issues..lol
Anyway we went to Zarrins for a sleppover…well l I went , Zarrin was hosting..(flashing lights) yay! Lol haha it was entertaining…we took really retarded pictures of us! And one of Zarrins dog’s ass! Hehe that’s only cuz he stuck his ass in my FACE!! Jeez….he has issues! (looked like the flashing lights lady) except Zarrins dog has a REALLY REALLY hairy butt…………

we also took a pic of me multitasking with a hair brush and lippie….lol….. (hah) I looked soooooooo weird….. I also have a pic of me kissing my i-pod, luckily I look like my sister…so I can just say it was her…HAHA! It was sooo much fun…and loserly Princess didn’t come!! Jeesh! Oh well….we had more fun without her and I found out that Zarrin has a astounding number of television channels!! 11 whole TV channels!! Wow……(now she’s complaining about being tired) my parents are watching something really weird according to Zarrin…. Whatever……… her parents watch 9-hour-long movies…that’s weirder Zarrin's new email address is zarrlovespinkparadise@hotmail.com because she supposedly smells like me deo…not! Actually right now she does because I spritzed her with it….lol (now her breath smel like my deo too! I sprayed her mouth and luckily she will die of poisoned deo…lol..just kiddin) not really) just kidding) not really) JK) not really again!) haha)lol) this is weird) just kidding)
Anyway, Zarrin had a really entertaining story about a fat woman who was really excited and started running and went flap-flab-flap-flab-flap-flab-flap anyway (flashing, light)
Love you lot to death! XOXO Yanvii(not really, but whatever)

Princess

Hey again and welcome to this random gay blog,
Today has been such a bad day for Zarrin, well, not that I care, but she’s randomly getting mad at everybody, oh and she flipped off her chair, ugh how pathetic, what a clutz, but I cant really say much because this is Zarrin were talking about. Oh and Yanvii, you have known me for a long time and u don’t even know how to spell my name, gosh u retard. Now melanie is annoying me, and I don’t even know why. I dream of a better tomorrow when I can got to school and be around normal people, gosh WTF ! this isn’t even funny LMAO. Kk I gotta go finish this stupid essay. What the hey who anm I kidding im not doing this stupid thing. Luv ya all u freakin’ retards.
Princess xx
(isent she lovely?...NOT(Yanvii))

Zarrin

12 March 2008—twenty minutes later
I STILL DON’T KNOW WHY I AM SO MAD!!!! I swore at Emily too and she heard me and gave me that evil glare. NOW MY COMPUTER’S FROZEN!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOW I’M MAD AT YANVII AND PRINCESSFOR SOME REASON I DON’T KNOW WHY!!! WHATS WRONG WITH ME?????????? WHY AM I WRITING IN ALL CAPITALS?????? I SHOULD STOP NOW! NO REALLY I SHOULD STOP! WHY DO I KEEP WRITING???? STOP!!!! STOP!!! GREAT NOW I’M TALKING TO MYSELF!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DIDN’T EVEN RIGHT DEAR BLOG!!! :<

Yanvii

12th, march, 2008.----sometime after the lst entry
Hey for the 2nd time today!!
Zarrin had a bad, bad day, she flipped a chair over, two people turned her comp off, she woke up really early and there were a ton of people on her bus…..and she wants to smack someone. She should consider camilla, after all she need to pay camilla back for all that smacking during math class!!! Hee-hee!! Fun…… well I’m having fun hearing about it!!! LOL!! And Zarrin, shexii is spelt with 2 I’s not one Y, jeezzzzzzzzzzzzz! And you need to change your font!!!! God, it is way too big and totally illeigible?!?!?!?! If that’s how you spell it, but I think it wrong cuz theres a wriggly red line under the spelling and will you stop writing about Chris!!! EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW I don’t really want to read about him, that stupid, idiotic, loserly, asholeish, pig-faced, annoying, irritating, weird, freakazoid!!!! (Ms. PP would be so proud of me with all those descriptive adjectives….speaking of which, I have SOOO much HW tonight!! (Zarrin, you spelt write wrong- you wrote right instead of write)
Anyway
XOOXXOXOOXXOXOOXXOXOOXXOXOOXXO
Yanvii (^3^)

Zarrin

12 March 2008
Dear Blog,
I have to write a lot bigger because it is really hard to read. Yanvii wants to change it but I won’t let her. Me and Yanvii argue over a lot of things. Its kind of sad......not really
For some reason today I don’t have anything to say except I’m really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really mad!!! And heres the thing, I don’t know why!! I can’t believe we have to right about some stupid kangaroos giving birth. I think mr. M (no, the M does so not stand for mysterios) just does this for his own good pleasure. WHY AM I SO MAD TODAY???? And for some reason Melanie is really getting on my nerves. AND SHE DIDN’T EVEN DO ANYTHING!! SHUT UP MELANIE!!!!!!! Chris is another person I hate. He is getting on my nerves so much!!! God!!!!
By the way Yanvii I love the’ shexy’ word.
Zarrin :P

Yanvii

12th, March, 2008
Hey again, thanks for reading my sexy blog!
Its really funny, yesterday, I asked Selena Gomez (chick who plays Alex Russo on wizards of Waverly place) if she had a boyfriend, and today she changed her mood to bummed cuz needed that one special guy!!! OMG! Im like so responsible! Haha lol! BTW Princess, IM NOT BI!!!!! God what gave you that idea!?!?!?!?! (Besides the whole runescape thing which was just for fun!!) jeesh! Oh right……..u mean Zarinn is BI oh yeah!! And Princess , plz do not make disturbing comment about Zarrin and my gran!!!!!!! God!!! (Once again, need to stop saying that) *eye roll* Princess and Zarrin are going to the library to research starfish and kangaroos!! Woo-hoo!! LOL!! Oh, I have to go too
bye XOXOX Yanvii (don’t comment)
(nevermind, i didnt go)

Princess

11.3.08
Today is just one of these days when you feel like you’re the only normal person in the world, like because my two freak friends Zarrin and Yanvii, how could life get any worse. I just found out t that jasmine was in-love with jhanvi’s grandma, gosh what the devil was she thinking, oh and Yanvii what were u thinking when u wrote I dream of a better tomorrow when chickens can cross the road and not be questioned of their motives! What the beep!!! Ugh she can be such retard sometimes. Oh and Zarrin I had nooo Idea that u were BI. I wish happiness to you both, sorry but u cant have kids, which reminds me I gotta write this stupid essay now im out lol.
Princess :D

Yanvii

11th march, 2008!!( Nick Jonas day!!)—after school at home….
Welcome again to my totally hot blog!
And I would just like to mention that zarrin's comments are completely untrue, I so do think that un-blonde, un-brown haired,un-hazel, green or blue eyed guys are hot!! Well some of them anyway, can’t say much for the guys in our class! (well, they R really YEACH!EWWW!! NASTY!!) and I for one and totally glad Zarrin doesn’t like my grandma even though my grandma is American and Zarrin is patriotic!! God!!(we should stop saying god as a swearing form Zarrin, Princess, remember what our teachers said???) and just to say, Princess was totally issue-filled today!! Jeezzzzz!! God!!(Have to remember to stop saying that!!) Anyway, I had really weird thought, u know Zarrin's dream? About the guy in a sombrero and poncho and mustache (and the weird library card), if we made a movie about it, the guy in ‘ugly Betty’ (our teachers will be proud that I remembered to quote the title of the series) who plays Betty’s dad can be him!! (So RaNdOm) Anyway-happy Nick Jonas day!!-signing off
XOXOXO (just to hot guys WITHOUT blonde or brown hair and hazel, green or blue eyes)
Yanvii (just looks better, don’t comment Zarrin, or Princess and now, cute guys with blonde or brown hair and blue, green or hazel eyes will feel left our, gosh! (I remembered not to say god! (yay!!))

Zarrin

11th, march, 2008
Dear blog,

Today was one of those other days. Being hit by (cannibal) Camilla, lectured by Melanie, got rolled eyes from Yanvii and a sick comment from Princess. Dealing with Princess is a problem but I manage. I have to do these stupid assignments now!!! God!!! Can’t they give us a break!! Princess loves to start a good argument. And just to let you know Princess, I DO NOT LIKE YANVII’S GRANDMA!!! EVEN THOUGH SHE’S AMERICAN!!! Don’t you think it is strange that Yanvii mostly only like blond guys with blue eyes or brown hair guys with hazel or blue eyes.
Zarrin

Yanvii

• 11th, March, 2008
  Dear readers of my super-shexii blog,
  Today Princess was having one of her moments……as usual!! She is now having a sick thought, (again, no big surprise) and is thinking about ‘cute’ guys we met online!! zarrin got hit by a brick (like she does everyday) and think that the sky is BLUE!! What is that?!?! I mean the sky is azure!! Not as SOME people think, blue! Jeez!! She is so thick, just like the brick! (Hey, that rhymes!) Dealing with today has been hard, it’s been going slower than usual, so have some peoples (not saying who (Z & P)) brains! Princess thinks that Zarrin likes my gran!! EWWWWWWWW that is just disturbing!! God!! Anyway we had a ton of fun during science!! Did absolutely ntn!! Yay!! It is what we do best!! Sigh, fun just wears me out!
  Yanvii