Yanvii

She Rocked the Boat Like a Whale in the Water

Yanvii

I'm writing on this blog after aproxximately a year. i really cant belive how long ago last year was. and how much older and more mature i've gotten. i mean really, NOW im either high or depressed, and always talking. LAST YEAR i was a geek. theres no other way around saying that. and also, Zarrin is movin away from yugoslavakia. yeah, i've stopped it all though, i'm not being a gayass anymore, most of the time anyway. i'm just being noraml. well, i'm trying to reach a certain level or normalcy. although with the way my stomach is hurting right now, i don't think i'm going to achieve that anytime soon. i think i'll just go curl up in a ball and die. but then the rents would be a little pissed. yeah...maybe when i'm older an dthey wont notice. wait, i cant die untill i'm 50, becuase that's when me and Zarrin are getting our boob jobs. well, actually, we're going to see if my boobs are huge, an if they're not we're gettign lifts and goin for 34F. becuase it'll look really natural on two women in their 50's. haha. one of the other thing's iv'e noticed is that my spelling's gotten increasingly worse over the space of the year and i have to keep going back and correcting myself. i've also started writing to de-stress. actaully, i wrote in teh black book last year, but it was just complaining aobut my lack of freedom with my parent and crap. now i just...havebigger issues. like paperplanes and splitting up and moving to univeristy. and also, passing high school. and keepign in touch with eccentric yet overly smart older sister who is makign em feel increasingly stupid. i'm having a good feelign aobu next year. my home room isnt too bad, but like...i dont know anyone..like sersouly , my class list, (in nicknames)

1. santa clause
2. ant
3. twoname
4. N Squared
5. blondie
6. No-tan
7. the one i used to know, but not so much anymore
8. meg
9. new chick
10. new dude
11. new dude
12. i forget
13. habib
14. asshole
15. loud one who think he's the bomb
16. and then the one my parent know the family of
17. the skinny one who likes knifes
18. yeah...i forget everyonelse

and that aobut it. i have a sad existtence. oh well. according to zarrin i have issue and that i'm a ditcher becuase i follow paperplanes. well, i dont follow paperplanes. i simply take the time to talk to them. she also thiunk's that people will be pissed if i become friends with the people in my class. becasue they're not a part of our crowd. it's not exactly fair, i mean, what am i supposed to do with my wierd HR? i gues si'll just chill with Santa Clause and Ant. oh well, they're people i actualyl know. i mean, the res tof teh guys in my class are a bit...well...blah. ther'll be nothing to check out next year. well, no one, not nothing, but still, same differnece. it's sad, i mean, i dotn wanna have to sit here and just watch gross stomachs walk around. *sigh* i'm going to feel extremly inferior, mostly becuase mos tof the girls looka lot better thn me..whatever...

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